The answer is: Nicodemus

John 19:39

In the Gospel of John, Nicodemus stands out as a figure representing inquiry and the search for truth. This Pharisee, who approached Jesus under the veil of night, isn't just an archetype of the fearful seeker; he exhibits the tug-o-war of being captivated by a revolutionary thought, yet tangled up in societal constraints. By presenting a hefty gift of myrrh and aloes after the crucifixion, he reveals both a profound reverence for Jesus and a shift in his public rallying—the scales venture toward a devotion that had previously been cloaked in the shadows.

When it comes to the day of Jesus’s burial, his blend of spices wasn't just a touch of sentimental mourning; myrrh and aloe were valuable commodities in the ancient world, used in ancient burial customs which parallel other biblical figures like Esther, who also received oils for anointing. Interestingly, myrrh was notable for its use in both anointing Kings—think Solomon—and in the gift-giving from the Wise Men, swirling curiosity about who this Savior would become.

Moreover, Nicodemus's eventual shift from secretive encounters to public acknowledgment creates an echo of transformation, reminiscent of vinyl records creating sounds once hidden in grooves. His journey metaphorically invites readers to embrace growth against societal norms, nudging us to consider where we may need to demonstrate bravery in our convictions, even if stepping out into the light feels daunting.